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11th October 2011

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2010 was a year to remember for me. I got married, I got my amazing niece and I met Jonathan Groff. 2011 has turned into a year I’d rather forget since I can’t do it over. These past 2 weeks have been exceptionally crappy. The 2 losses I endured within days of each other… Literally took all the joy and happiness away. Took all the hope away. Even before everything happened, the 11th of October was the only thing I was looking forward to. Then we made the decision not to go. Then the past 2 weeks happened, and I figured, that’s even more reason not to go. To be honest, I’m kind of regretting that decision. It wouldn’t have brought back all the joy, happiness and hope - but it would have been a start. My epiphany happened only a couple months ago, which obviously was after that wonderful August 21st meeting. And I literally wanted nothing more than to tell him how much his influence has changed my life, has made me such a better person. Today should have been the kickstart I needed. Instead it’s just another shitty thing to happen in the past 2 shitty weeks.

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